JACK JEANNE - MITSUKI ROUTE

Today I finished my second route of Jack Jeanne, Mitsuki Shirota's. I said I was going to do Neji's next but I'm a dirty liar who fell in love with Mitsuki while levelling his stats (actually I ended up starting a new save entirely for him because you get random events with your highest-affection love interest..........)
 
Spoilers! Obviously... Also this is really long but again, this post is moreso for me to put down all of my thoughts while they're still fresh.
 

 LET'S PLAY: JACK JEANNE

For Christmas I got Jack Jeanne as a gift from my father. I have finally finished my first route and I wanted to talk about what I love and not-so love about the game so far! There are still 6 other routes for me to do, but I have so much to say about just one that I wanted to share my thoughts.

I will be discussing spoilers for Soshiro's route, but only under the cut! So BEWARE!!!!

I'll probably make more blog posts about this game when I do more routes lol. It's infesting my brain.

 

WHAT'S IT ABOUT?

You play as Kisa Tachibana, a young girl finishing middle school. Kisa dreams of attending Univeil Theater Academy like her older brother, Tsuki, but unfortunately it's an all-boys school where both masculine and feminine roles are played by men. Masculine roles are played by "Jacks" and feminine roles are played by "Jeannes", hence the title of the game.

Tsuki was a legendary Jack Ace who was beloved by many and graduated at the top of his class at Univeil, but has since disappeared, leaving Kisa with her father who has unpaid debts which forces her to work in place of attending high school. Kisa is about to give up on her dreams until an encounter with Univeil's principal, who asks Kisa to audition for the academy on the condition that she gets a lead role at the Univeil performance, nobody finds out that she's a girl or that she's related to Tsuki. Kisa jumps at this opportunity to chase after her seemingly-impossible dream.

There are 4 classes at Univeil:

  1. Quartz- The class that Tsuki Tachibana graduated from and the class that Kisa is assigned to. Quartz students are those with shining potential.
  2. Onyx- A class that focuses primarly on dance and Jacks.
  3. Rhodonite- A class that focuses primarily on singing and Jeannes.
  4. Amber- A class with exceptionally talented students.

(Pictured: Kisa Tachibana and Tsuki Tachibana. Quite the family resemblance. They also share the same voice actress!)
 
You might be asking how no one realizes that Kisa and Tsuki are siblings. Many make the connection with the names, but Kisa dismisses it as being a common name. I don't know how they pass up how similar they look, though.

Something to note is that this game is by Sui Ishida and Shin Towada. You may know Sui Ishida as he's the mangaka responsible for 'Tokyo Ghoul' and the ongoing 'Choujin X' (which I totally need to read), as well as Shin Towada who is his older sister. I'm a super huge fan of Ishida's art style and the CGs for this game are super gorgeous. (Though, some CGs might have some dodgy anatomy or details because it seems like Ishida had a lot on his plate. Otherwise, extremely beautiful.)

 

 GAMEPLAY

 Jack Jeanne has 3 elements: story, stat building and rhythm game.

Story- It's an otome visual novel, but something to note is that the actual character routes start about 80% into the story. The first section of the story is referred to as the "common route", which remains the same in every playthrough, save for very small interactions. The routes split on Christmas depending on who you choose and what stats you've raised.

As for what I think of the story, I personally really enjoy it. Kisa has to navigate her new life as a Univeil student, aiming for lead roles and performance awards while keeping her secret of being a girl. You meet some students from other classes who are about as interesting and peculiar as you'd expect theater students to be.

There are 4 seasonal performances that lead up to the final performance of the academic year, the Univeil performance.

  1. Newcomer's performance - only first-years are given lead roles, while upperclassmen play supporting roles, allowing the newcomers to show what they've got.
  2. Summer performance 
  3. Fall performance
  4. Winter performance
  5. Univeil performance - the final and most important performance for Univeil students. It's also the last performance for third-year students before they graduate.

You explore the struggles of being a Univeil student and the insecurities that build behind the curtains. I find the protagonist's relationship with gender quite interesting but I do wish it was explored a bit more. Maybe it just wasn't a big part of the route I experienced first to be fair, since the love interest I went for first already knew about Kisa's gender.

If you've watched Aikatsu, you might be familiar with the kinds of things Jack Jeanne explores in the story. This seems like a bit of an odd comparison but it's because they're both about students at a performance school and you see them grow and struggle. I found one of the characters to be quite similar to Kiriya Aoi and her personal insecurities of not being as good as her peers. Maybe it's just beause I'm a huge Aikatsu fan LOL. Revue Starlight would be a farrrrr more accurate comparison, but Jack Jeanne is not quite about sword-fighting-lesbians-under-the-school. 

(Pictured: the stat building screen. You have 5 days of training + sat/sun break days)

Stat building- I'll be real, this part of the game is an absolute joke. The ONLY thing it does is ensure you unlock the specific romantic route you want. You have 6 stats and each corresponds to a love interest. Raise the stat you want and you're basically set. It absolutely does not affect anything else in the game whatsoever and is quite literally a button press (you can even automate it so that you can just choose a stat to repeat for the week).

I really wish that this mattered more or that you had to manage these better. When I started the game I actually did think this mattered similar to in Monster Prom, but it straight up doesn't do anything. I hope that Jack Jeanne 2 reworks the stat system and gives the player a bit more management to do. I understand that it's not the focus of the story, but it truly feels like a useless aspect of the game.

Rhythm game- Have you ever played Love Live, Bandori, Enstars or any of those other mobile rhythm games? You will find familiarity in Jack Jeanne's rhythm game sections! There are two types:

  1. Dancing- The choreography in the game is represented by 4 lanes that you can either tap on with your fingers with or use the corresponding buttons on your Switch. It's a fairly standard rhythm game, much like the mobile ones I mentioned previously.
  2. Singing- Similar to the dancing rhythm game, but ever so slightly different. You have 5 lanes and use the left arrow and A button to drag a line to the left or right. This is pretty poorly explained so I'll link a video! (if you're impatient skip to 30 seconds lol)

 Between the two, I found the singing one to be far more difficult. I think it's that my brain couldn't really process when to move left or right, but you definitely get more used to it. One complaint I have is that the expert level dancing rhythm game wasn't very compatible with how I set up my buttons, which is my fault, but I found it to be really unintuitive personally. I think the beatmaps were designed with buttons in mind and some expert maps are laid out in ways that are almost impossible to do by tapping on the screen.

Despite that, I actually LOVE the music in this game. The characters have really lovely vocals too! My favourite song is "Intense Confessions at the Confessional" (hefty title!), one of the songs for the Winter performance ingame. Listen if you'd like, I'll embed it below ;) ! Though, if you're interested in the game and you care about not spoiling yourself on performances, I would say skip on it. It's not inherently spoilers, but I really did enjoy seeing them for myself.

I do think the 3D models are pretty ugly. They're kind of jank and clip a lot, but they're only used in the dancing music videos behind the rhythm game, so it's really not a big issue to me. It did make me burst out laughing when I first saw them, though.


LOVE INTERESTS

 In this game you have 6 romanceable characters. I'll give you a short rundown so you can get an idea of who they are and maybe who you'd go for first! They're all students of Quartz, the class that Kisa Tachibana is assigned to in her first year of Univeil. Sadly, only Quartz members are romanceable, but maybe that will change in Jack Jeanne 2 that was announced to be in production last year.

SUZU ORIMAKI - He's a first-year that Kisa first meets when they audition together. Suzu might not be the brightest, but he's energetic and earnest about everything that he does. He always does his best and aims to be a Jack.

SOSHIRO YONAGA- Another first-year, as well as Kisa's childhood friend that used to play pretend with the Tachibana siblings as kids. This makes him the only love interest to know from the get-go that Kisa's actually a girl. He's a bit insecure, but truly passionate about acting. He aims to be a Jack, but starts off getting Jeanne roles due to his appearance.

(Haha, is it obvious I did Soshi's route first?)

MITSUKI SHIROTA- The only relevant Quartz second-year. Mitsuki is Quartz's Tresor, their best singer. He's often cold and bossy and keeps to himself to focus on his singing. Mitsuki is always given Jeanne roles due to his feminine appearance and beautiful singing voice.

SARAFUMI TAKASHINA- Quartz's Al Jeanne, the leading Jeanne actor. He is a third-year and is best known for his exceptional dancing. Fumi may seem intimidaitng at first, but he's actually pretty easy-going and kind to his underclassmen. As well as that, he was previously paired with Tsuki Tachibana, the previous Jack Ace of Quartz.

KAI MUTSUMI- Quartz's Jack Ace, the leading Jack actor. He is a mysterious third-year who is rather quiet and withdrawn, but devoted to supporting Sarafumi when they're on stage together. Kai excells at leading his underclassmen and helping them grow.

KOKUTO NEJI- Quartz's class representive and playwright. He's an eccentric third-year who writes the plays for Quartz, but is also a talented actor as well. He often assigns himself silly roles, but it's obvious that he's still a genius. It seems like Neji is the only character who has a pretty even split on Jack/Jeanne roles, but I believe he leans towards Jeanne? (I'm doing his route next!!)

When I initially got the game, I planned to do Neji's route first (I should be calling him by his first name but Neji rolls off the tongue nicer) but I totally fell in love with Soshiro when actually reading the story. I found him to be cute and quite relateable. Now that I've finished Sou-chan's route, I can now do Neji's route. He seems to be the most popular character by far and I've seen glimces of what could be explored of his character, but I won't know until I play!

 

 So what did I think of my first route?

If I've caught your interest and you want to play the game for yourself, this is where I recommend you click off and spend about [paused to google] THE GAME IS HALF OFF RIGHT NOW! Usually about £45, but currently £22~ until the 12th. I totally recommend this game!! It's the only thing I've been thinking about recently!!!!

I did Soshiro Yonaga's route first because I'm a sucker for childhood friends. If you don't care about spoilers, then feel free to read on!

(Also this is going to be a bunch of nonsense and I'm aware. I just need somewhere to put my thoughts that isn't my twitter.)

 RANKAROID'S 2024 FAVOURITES

I'm actually quite bad at keeping track what I've done and seen in a year, but I wanted to talk about the things that have stuck with me and really loved.

(I'll keep things spoiler free in case you ever get interested in any of these things!) 

(Also warning for an image of a real life snail. In case that freaks you out.)

ZERO ESCAPE: ZERO TIME DILEMMA

Starting strong with arguably the worst entry in the Zero Escape trilogy: Zero Time Dilemma. There are many things that give this game a bad reputation, most notably its writing, uncanny 3D models and its insanely stupid plot twist and ending. Despite all of this, I found it to be really good because it was so (unintentionally) funny and stupid.

I really love the promotional art for the game. It's creepy, dark and begs a lot of questions. I really adore how it was painted and the use of the textures to make it look gritty. It's a shame there isn't a lot more art like this for the game, but I assume it was likely due to its weird development.

 If you aren't familiar with the Zero Escape series, it's a mystery puzzle/visual novel game series with 3 games: 999, VLR and ZTD. It was created by Kotaro Uchikoshi, who has since created the AI: the Somnium Files games (which I also quite enjoy).

Frankly I don't actually know much about the development for the game but it's pretty evident that the game definitely went through a rough patch. I think it's most obvious in the visuals of the game, particularly with how the 3D models look and how they move.


 Okay I've never used youtube embeds on here before so sorry if it's jank lol. Anyway, I want you to watch this clip. This is what the entire visual novel section of this game looks like, though it's more accurate to call them cinematics. Previous games were more traditional visual novels with animated sprites. 999 used 2D sprites and VLR used 3D models, but in ZTD they decided to fully animate the cutscenes.

The characters look unnatural not only in their models, but with how stiff they are and how BAD the animations are. I actually personally like the 3D models even though they might look a bit disturbing. The way they're painted is actually quite stylish to me, but the lack of expression makes it look really poor. The worst offender is easily Eric, who has the scariest model in the game

Zero Time Dilemma Part #78 - You Are Zero!

(Pictured: Eric. He looks insane.)

The thing about the visuals for this game is that they're so bad that it makes things so much more entertaining. Even in its most serious moments, this game reads more like a comedy than mystery or horror just because the characters look stupid or they move in comical ways. I don't know if it was intended to be so funny but somehow I feel like it was on purpose. 

This actually wasn't my first watch of the game (I tend to watch playthroughs more than I play games... broke lol) but I had never actually seen the entire game because I didn't bother to when I initially got into Zero Escape. I was trying to remember how this all came about and it turns out that I decided to watch a playthrough after seeing a snail in my bathroom. It had pooped on my wall and I made a joke about it to my friend who has played the ZE games. What does a snail have to do with ZTD? It's a reference to a story they tell a few times ingame.

 (Pictured: the start of my ZTD thoughts.)

As for the actual story of the game, it's not totally bad. I do enjoy the split between the 3 teams in the game and slowly piecing things together, but the biggest glaring issue is the plot twist and overall ending to the game. This game has the stupidest plot twist in a video game, ever, period. If you went into this game completely blind, I guarantee you would not pick up on the "foreshadowing". It actually made rewatching gameplay far more enjoyable with the knowledge of this plot twist because I did pick up on the few times it was foreshadowed and everytime I went "wow... this is so bullshit lol".

Again, no spoilers, but my favourite character is Mira❤. She's the token sexy woman in an Uchikoshi game, but she actually has a lot of depth and she's a character I think about very often. She isn't really fanservice either, surprisingly. 

Even though I'm saying some horrible things about this game, I highly recommend the Zero Escape series. The games go on sale regularly on steam and they're some of my favourites. I can't speak personally on doing the puzzles myself, but from what I have watched I think they're pretty fun. The story is fantastic- it's mysterious but also fun and wacky at times.

 

GAKUEN ALICE

Gakuen Alice) Alice Academy – Red Hook Anime and Manga 

 Next is Gakuen Alice, which I read in September. Its anime was actually one of my favourites as a kid but since the anime only had 1 season, I never got to see the ending. The anime actually only covers a small portion of the manga which is a shame because it gets better in the later chapters. Gakuen Alice fundamentally shaped my childhood and I'm super nostalgic for it.

Something that was consistently a problem was that a large portion of the manga is not officially translated, which usually wouldn't be an issue with fan translations, but since it's an old manga the fan translations are extremely poor quality. It's a shame because I think the story is pretty fantastic, but I wasn't able to fully grasp it due to the poor translations. I do appreciate the efforts that people put into translating things, but sometimes a bad translation just doesn't add anything.

Gakuen Alice is an anime about Mikan, a 10-year-old girl who's upset about her best friend Hotaru moving schools, so naturally she chooses to follow her and sneak into the academy. Alice Academy is actually an academy for people with 'Alices', super powers. They range from things like pyrokinesis, to talking to animals to time travelling. No matter how mundane, Alice users are enrolled at the academy to train their powers but also protect them from the public, as Alice users are a minority.

(Pictured: Hotaru and Mikan. Hotaru has the invention Alice, which lets her create about anything she wants. Unfortunately, she only works on things she cares about.)
 

It's like My Hero Academia before My Hero Academia, but with a younger main cast and no superheroes.

What I really enjoyed about Gakuen Alice was feeling the bond of the characters in the Academy. Alice users are forced to attend the academy until they're adults, so they all live in the confines of the Academy grounds until they're old enough to leave, or if they somehow lose their powers. Alices have different types, one being that your Alice disappears with age. As a result, all of the kids of the academy, of all ages, are very tight knit and all know each other.

It's pretty sad being a student at the academy because you're taken away from your parents, most from extremely young ages, and forced to study there. This is why Hotaru Imai, one of the main characters, had moved schools many times before meeting Mikan because her parents had already lost one child to the academy and didn't want Hotaru to be taken away. Her older brother, Subaru, is already a high school senior by the time Hotaru gets to meet him for the first time. The two have an odd relationship due to not growing up together, but since they're siblings, they get closer by the end of the manga which is really sweet.

(Pictured: The Imai siblings. I found their small tidbits really entertaining.)

It's small things like the Imai siblings that make me really appreciate the relationships in the manga. There are countless characters in Gakuen Alice so I obviously can't cover everything about it, but it's a manga where the relationships are so palpable to me. In true shoujo manga fashion, our protagonist Mikan is a shining beam of sunshine and she makes a lot of friends, even though she's initially outcast for being new to the school. 

When Mikan sneaks into Alice Academy it's revealed that she's actually an Alice herself, but due to the true nature of her powers, it's initially kept under wraps by the teachers. Mikan has the nullification alice which allows her to nullify the powers of other alice users. It doesn't permanently remove their powers, but is proven to be extremely powerful in certain situations.

I absolutely love the power system in Gakuen Alice. There's a lot to cover, but one thing I really like is the Alice stone system. Alice users can make physical manifestations of their powers which are small stones, about the size of a pearl on average. These stones hold a small amount of their power and can manifest their powers. There's a myth about how if two Alices exchange their stones, they'll be together forever, but exchanging Alice stones is actually pretty practical if you get specific kinds. For example, Subaru has the healing Alice, so having his Alice stone would come in handy if you got injured...!

If you're a shoujo manga fan, I highly recommend this manga. It's sweet, cute, but also gets darker as you read further. I know that's something people say about a lot of stories, but I find some things explored in the manga to be really compelling. Of course with most shoujos, there's romance. I was surprised because I really liked the main pairing in the manga, Natsume and Mikan, as a kid but as a somewhat-adult, I actually prefer other pairings for Mikan. I don't take it super seriously though because they're kids lol. But it's just kind of funny how the author manages to write two other romances for the MC and choose the least interesting one.

(Pictured: Natsume and Mikan. I don't actually hate Natsume, but I personally think Mikan is better with Hotaru or Ruka-pyon...)

 Now, this is the only spoiler I'll cover in this post but I doubt anyone will care. Hotaru is explicitly in love with Mikan and I was absolutely fucking shocked. I was so shocked to find out that this 2000s manga had an explicitly gay character, no less one who's really young......AND THEY KISS!!!!!!!!!!! The thing about Hotaru and Mikan is that Hotaru seems to dismiss Mikan, but has a huge soft spot for her. Mikan is often silly and stupid as children are and Hotaru often criticizes her, but deep down she's overly protective of Mikan.

(Pictured: Hotaru kisses Mikan. Happy new yuri!) 
 
I'll comment only briefly on the ending. I simultaneously love it but don't. It's complicated. It made me cry, but I'm frustrated that it ended the way it did. The thing that matters most is that I enjoyed the majority of the story lol.
 
I wonder if Gakuen Alice will ever get a sequel...? It has an open ending but it also actually has a spin-off manga (Kageki no Kuni no Alice) about one of the characters's sister who attends an Alice music academy. I enjoyed it a lot, especially because I got to see the mangaka's style evolution. Gakuen Alice was serialized from 2002-2013. Kageki no Kuni no Alice was from 2015-17. I believe the mangaka transitioned into digital inking, or maybe her art style just became more polished (or both I reckon) which I found really cool to see. It was a lot shorter but answered only some questions Gakuen Alice left open.

The mangaka releases seasonal holiday illustrations of the main characters and they're always sooo cute. Reminds me of how much I love the manga.

Somehow I wrote this entire section without mentioning Ruka-pyon. He is a sweet boy whose Alice is speaking to animals. Please look at him and be kind. He's my favourite character alongside Hotaru (Hotaru is #1 though).
 
(Pictured: Ruka-pyon. I also quite like his romance with Mikan because he's a kind and sweet young man. I feel as though Mikan's relationships with Hotaru and Ruka are sacrificed for the sake of pushing Natsume's romance. This is a really long caption.)
 

 THE WITCH AND THE BEAST

 

I'm now realizing that all 3 of these on the list are technically rewatches or rather rereads. I read TWATB for the first time in 2023 when the anime was announced. I saw a panel of the protagonists and thought it was interesting enough to read. I actually initially didn't enjoy the manga that much, I thought the story was weird and lackluster and yet I thought about it often. Because I think of it so often, I ended up rereading the manga to get a feel for what I liked and disliked. Ended up loving the manga more, somehow.
 
The Witch and the Beast is about Ashaf, a mysterious mage, and Guideau, his rowdy companion. They work for the Order of Magical Resonance, going around and doing magic-related jobs. Guideau has an obsession with witches because her true form is actually that of a powerful beast that is contained in the coffin on Ashaf's back and she seeks revenge on the witch who cursed her.
 
Witches are a powerful race of magic users and they all originate from the same 17 witches. Their lineages are exclusive and their descendants inherit their powers. Each witch has their own power such as necromancy or natural disasters.

(Pictured: Ashaf and Guideau. They tend to go through different clothes and Guideau has different hairstyles throughout the story. It's a very stylish manga!) 
 
(Pictured: Guideau's true form emerging from the coffin.)
 
(*Guideau's true form is canonically genderless, but the story uses she/her and for simplicity I will also use she/her.)

The manga got adapted into an anime at the start of 2024, but I'm afraid I'm not the biggest fan of it. The animation iis kinda ugly, especially during the action scenes. I know animation isn't easy, but I found it to be a rather lacking adaptation sadly. I think that the art in the manga is some of the most beautiful I've seen and I really adore the art style, so it's a bit sad that it wasn't given complete justice. I do like the voice casting though, especially Guideau's english voice. It's deep and rather handsome which I didn't expect in the slightest...!
 
Kousuke Satake's art is really beautiful. Their use of hatching is really impressive and their linework is extremely sleek. I don't actually know what their gender is, I've been assuming man but IDK. Regardless, I think that reading the manga just for the visuals is totally worth it. It's clear that Satake has a thing for delicate beautiful ladies, not that it's a bad thing, but just an observation. They also seem to be influenced heavily by fashion since Guideau's always so stylish.

My love for this manga is somewhat similar to Gakuen Alice where I really love the powers, specifically the witches. I think it's cool that there are different witch families with their own powers and that they're not necessarily good or bad. Some witches may act alone and some form alliances for better or worse. Some witches even work directly with the Order that Ashaf and Guideau work for. I like that the witches are (almost) always women, too. When they use their powers, a mark manifests on their face, an 'ultoma', which is unique for every witch. What defines a witch is that she's incredibly powerful. Even the 'weakest' witch has devastating powers.

(Pictured: Helga, she's the Dauntless witch whose power is manifesting swords.)

I've spoken a lot on the witches but not on the protags! Ashaf and Guideau are a really cool duo- Ashaf being the cool and mysterious fellow and Guideau not really listening to anything he says. Ashaf has to keep Guideau in control very often, but you slowly watch Guideau soften over the course of the manga. Guideau is selfish and impulsive and very violent and truly embodies "speaking with your fists". She's not actually a huamn, but a 'beast' cursed into the vessel of a beautiful young woman, which is why she's so unmannered.
 
(Pictured: Guideau and Ashaf in the anime. So beautiful.. I blushed. I think Ashaf is quite hadnsome even though he doesn't have eyebrows, or rather just really really thin ones. Still not sure.)

There's a lingering theme of love and romance in the manga because Guideau's curse can only be lifted by 2 things:
  1. True love's kiss
  2. A witch's change of heart (unfortunately not likely in Guideau's case)

There is technically a third, but it's temporary: kissing a witch on the lips. This is how Guideau is able to tap into her original powers in the story as she encounters different witches. Unfortunately, kissing a witch is a one-time use, so it's only used in emergencies. 

Ashaf wishes to teach Guideau what true love is in hopes of lifting her curse. It's proven difficult with how unpredictable and unruly she is, but she's slowly easing into the concept. After all, she's a beast and love is a completely foreign concept to her.

(Pictured: what does it mean.jpg)

Sadly I don't love everything about the manga. The worldbuilding feels a little bit lacking in places, making the story feel a bit empty almost? (I'm not very good at articulating myself.) The action scenes are rather difficult to follow in my opinion, which is sad because I think they're extremely well drawn just on a technical level. Despite this, I still love the manga and it occupies my mind on an almost-daily basis.

Extra unfortunately, the manga has been on indefinite hiatus for over a year now due to the mangaka's poor health. It hurts to see how common it is for mangaka to be in poor health, but I truly wish Satake-sensei the best. I hope that one day we can see the end of the manga, hopefully not rushed either. When the anime was airing last year, Satake released some new illustrations which seems like a good sign!

I totally recommend this manga if you want something to read! I recommend the manga over the anime, but watching the anime is fun because you get to hear their voices and see them move. Plus, the ending song is sung by Yoshino Nanjo AKA Krile's Japanese voice actress!!!!!!


And with that, I conclude this blog post! There are a few more other things I could mention, but these are the most major things I loved last year. Honorable mentions include Himitsu~Top Secret, 1000xResist and Sorry we're closed (which I still have to finish the other routes of..!!!!)
 
Thank you for reading! And Happy new year!

 THANX 2024

Here's the actual final blog post of the year. I actually didn't post for more than half of the months but I'll try harder 2025 hehehe... That's what everyone says on new year's eve.

New year's actually marks the birth of this blog so happy birthday to Rankaroid the blogger blog.

The first few months of 2024 were truthfully pretty rocky. I was struggling with college and it wasn't so fun. Things got a lot better in May, I finished up my final project and finished my 2 years at college and the cherry on top was being able to celebrate my 19th birthday. A little crazy to me that I'm turning 20 in a few months. Things sped up so much after that with my 3rd anniversary with Kee in June and then Dawntrail launching just a week after that.

I'm walking into 2025 with not much in terms of productivity- I'm not attending school in any form and I'll be job hunting in the new year. I'm hoping to save up money in general but my ultimate goal is to go see my partner. It's gonna be super expensive and difficult but the sooner I save up, the sooner I can go see him.

I hope we get some news on Pokemon Z-A... I'm glad they seem to be taking time on the announcement but I admittedly love pokemon leak season. Obligatory AA7 and KH4(and missing link) mention but those are just for the sake of saying it. How about AITSF 3? Lol.

What are my goals next year?

  1. BE KIND TO MYSELF!
  2. Draw and study lots
  3. Get more active and keep my body healthy
  4. Learn 3D. If I come out of 2025 with no 3D models made of my ocs then I'll have to punch myself in the face
  5. Complete video games.... Don't leave them uncompleted for 3 years......

 Obviously these are all kind of vague things that I hope to do over the year but I've been feeling a lot more productive(creatively) as of late and I want to carry it into the new year. It also makes me sound a bit unemployed but that's about what I am. 

Now that I'm writing this blog post I don't really know what to put here. I think something to mention is that the magic of FFXIV has been wearing off recently so I need to take a big break from it once my subscription cycle ends. I've done it a few times but I really need to just put the game down for a while. Roid is forever but my friend is paying for my FFXIV sub and I can't make him waste more money on the game than he already does............. 

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(Pictured: me in Jeuno with my friends. I disconnect. I think it's a DDOS but it's actually my subscription running out. I failed to 'moneymaxx'.)

I do really wonder how long I'll keep Aquamarine with me in 2025. I hope long enough that I can see the difference in my characters but also my artwork and writing. It's been really fun so far shaping this OCverse and I hope I can look back to this post next year with something to show. So far I only have 5 characters and only vague ideas of the world. I want to make it more expansive!!!!!

I will be more active on this blog. I will post about things I've watched. (I might make a seperate post later talking about my 2024 interests because I love talking.) 

Thank you to everyone who's made this year a delight. To my dear partner, my friends, mutuals and anyone I've spoken to. I really appreciate the company and the kindness I am given.

Tonight I'm gonna eat a jam rolypoly with custard and then mix some alcohol into my soda. Happy new years everyone! Hope this year treats you well. 

 BLINK AND IT'S GONE: 2024

Blog isn't dead until it's dead!!!! Which is why I'm coming back after 6 months of inactivity!!!!!!! (Truthfully I got too into Dawntrail and forgot about the blog). 

Where have I been since my last blog post? Obviously FFXIV. If you want my honest thoughts on Dawntrail itself, it was an OK expansion! I enjoyed it overall, but found things lackluster in the latter half. The patches are pretty promising if they continue how I hope they do, which I expect my future self to make blog posts about lol. However this isn't a Dawntrail review blog post so let's move on to what I did after finishing DT. I had to let it simmer for about a month because I was so torn about how I felt abut the expac but after talking to friends about their opinions, I was able to have a better grasp on things.

 Truthfully I haven't been doing much of anything that is interesting to post about. I'm currently unemployed and out of education (hurray!) so I am quite literally the unemployed friend on a Monday at 3pm. This post isn't about me trying to find a job either so let's fast foward a bit.

 Something I really appreciated about the latter half of the year was becoming part of a new friend group. It's not like everyone was a stranger, I've known everyone there for a while, but getting closer to them has been so much fun. Our current obsession is Marvel Rivals and even I'm hooked onto it which is crazy because I am a notoriously bad gamer. I think it's a very beginner-friendly hero shooter and I have some knowledge of Marvel from friends over the years. I've had the name "Bucky Barnes" in my head for years but I only just found out what he looks like a week ago. Maybe I should watch Marvel films for funsies...

 

 

 The big elephant in the room is that I've been completely obsessed with my OCverse, Aquamarine (formerly known as Aqua Salvation.... but I still keep that as a secondary name). It was originally just for my college final project where I made a fake game about the world being flooded and people living on oil rigs because I saw a tweet with cool pictures of oil rigs. I'm gonna be 100% real with you I submitted the bare minimum for that project because I was struggling hardd >_> ... (But hey I got merit for my overall grade so I'm not totally unhappy..!) I want to revisit the foundations of Aquamarine and actually make environment concept art and maybe even fake game screenshots. At the moment, I'm focusing on the characters and solidifying their stories.

You might be wondering what the gameplay for the hypothetical Aquamarine game was going to be and honestly I don't even know. I was thinking it could be a survival/crafting game where you dive as Dolly and then give materials to Atlas where you have a crafting minigame... or something! Probably much like Dave the Diver (which I didn't know existed until after I finished the project).

Something I want to do for sure is finally learn how to model 3D characters and eventually make my OCs. This has been something I've wanted to do for years but never started because starting something is the hardest part. I have minimal blender experience thanks to college doing a course on it so I'm not totally afraid... If I really did make an Aquamarine game one day it would probably be a visual novel lol. Point and click...

 For now, I'm working on my OC ask blog (super slowly lol!) as well as doing some art trades because I wanted to get more art of my characters :,3  I'm really flattered that people take interest in my OCs and their universe, even if it's just a little bit. Working on something totally original has been super fun but definitely challenging. I want to draw environments for my OCs but I'm not quite at the skill level to draw what I imagine Aquamarine's facility to look like.

I'm probably going to write another blog post before the year ends so this isn't done YET! I just wanted to get some ramblings done to freshen up the blog a little.


 

 DAWNTRAIL: FINAL DAYS

Spoilers for Endwalker in this post, read at your own discretion! (and minimal Dawntrail speculations..)

Dawntrail is rapidly approaching and only 3 days remain until we can all visit Tural! If you've preordered Dawntrail at least. Otherwise, it's a few more days... But either way I wanted to leave some thoughts before it drops.

 MISC RAMBLING + CATCHUP!

I have been slacking on the blog.. but there's no time like the present to pick it back up!!!!! Truthfully I've been swarmed with college work but now that I've finished, I can post on here again, hurray!

In recent news, it was my 19th birthday on May 19! Didn't do much, celebrated with family with dinner and cake of course but other than that, I basically just did some crafting in FFXIV. I don't feel much different but I'm older now..!

I'm feeling really great recently. I've always struggled with schoolwork, so finishing my 2 years of (art) college has been really satisfying. Albeit I'm not 100% proud of my final project, I did finish it and hand it in which I am proud of. I'm likely just going to try and find a job soon, but I'm going to enjoy my summer vacation first. 

 

Also, Dawntrail is only in 41 days and I haven't preordered it yet!!! And I haven't finished my dawntrail prep either >_< !!!! I'm opening commissions to buy DT and my sub because I've spent too much birthday money already....... If anyone wants to pay Roid's child support let me know.......

My main goal really is to level my crafters and have them prepared for Dawntrail. I'm already prepared for pictomancer (except for the exp boost earring) and have my main jobs at ilvl 650/660. I have a few other misc things to do like get my field commander coat (83/100 as of this post) and maybe get a deep dungeon weapon too. Ok now that I'm typing this I realize I forgot the most important things being finishing Warring Triad so I can finish my SHB + ENW role quests... That's totally more important...

Swear on it, I will do the Dawntrail equivalent of job/role quests DURING MSQ!! And pick up aether currents... I always neglect them LOL. Still don't have some Stormblood areas.

FFXIV has taken over my life I think.. I notice that I started to draw less after picking up the game which I want to fix. I've been itching to draw Roid for ages but just been too busy to, I'm already working on something at the moment but it will take a while to finish.There's also art fight to consider too, but I want to focus on Dawntrail first.

Also also, Roid is playing pictomancer this June!! For some reason I had sat on the idea in favor of playing black mage or ninja or scholar, but I think I'm going to focus on PCT/BLM and SCH when I can. It's going to be hard to rotate between 3 jobs at once but I'll just go with whatever flows best with picto. I'm so excited.. it's such a goofy job but super cool looking. I just don't understand it's rotation yet........ LOL. Glad it's different to the other casters though!! I consider myself to be an omni-caster so it's a no-brainer for me to play this job. It somewhat conflicts with Roid being an extremely poor painter, but I'm sure the job quests can clear that up.. maybe.. But it does line up with his established lore of being a "creator" (though, "inventor" would be more appropriate) in a sense...

I'll probably make a few more blog posts between now and Dawntrail but I just wanted to dust off the blog with some words (^_^)~~